Desperate Lynette

Lately i've been watching Desperate Housewives series (nog 1 cd to go!). A very intriguing story line it is. Was quite boring on the first few episodes, but breath-taking on last few episodes.

That's why i took the "Which Housewife are You?" quiz on its official website. Citra got "Susan Mayer" character 3 times in a row. Bea apparently had "Gabrielle Solis" inside of her. And for myself, just as what i expected, I got "Lynette Scavo"... a brilliant woman who gave up her top career for four super hyperactive children.

Here is the quote: "Lynette. You gave up a great job for this? No one really appreciates you, and yet you slog on, with very little sleep and very little thanks. Who can blame you when you occasionally lose it? Hang in there. Just lay off the Ritalin."

What is Ritalin anyway? I don't know. In fact, i considered myself as more-to-pursue-career woman than a-perfect-mother-with-amazing-kids type. But then again, if i actually have kids, maybe i'll screw them around like Lynette did. After that, I'll be having lack of sleep and be stressed about everything. Gosh! At least for now (the first season) Lynette has a good husband. He's cute too :p typical American.

For you who wanna take the quiz >> go to Desperate Housewives Quiz and join the desperate club!

Bagaimana Cara Mengatasi Kebosanan?

Sejam lalu gue ngajarin Domi kata2 baru: laper, ngantuk, cape, bosen. And apparently, keadaan itulah yang paling tepat menggambarkan gue sekarang - detik ini. Gue pikir setelah 30 menit jalan kaki bolak-balik dari sini ke gereja dengan cuaca 17derajat celsius yang menipu soalnya kabutnya tebel bgt pagi ini and "bertemu" dengan Tuhan gue bakalan merasa baikan.

I was totally wrong.

Gue sekarang bahkan bingung banget. Untuk pertama kalinya - klo ga salah - gue pengen banget pulang indo and just sleep in my room [walopun sebenernya gue ga punya kamar, cuma sebuah ruangan yang cukup pribadi dimana gue biasa tidur and ganti baju and nonton tipi]. Ga tau kenapa, gue lagi ngerasa berat bgt buat berada disini, dalam artian: gue super bosen dengan segala sesuatu yang ada disini.

fuu.

Tampang gue mungkin kliatan BeTe - wide sih yang bilang kmrn malem. Mo gimana lagi donk? Gue ga BeTe. Gue cuma super bosen, super eneg. And gue bukan tipe orang yang bisa cengar-cengir di depan orang2, berusaha menutupi masalah gue dengan ketawa2. Yeah, bisa sie... klo emang amat sangat diperlukan. Tapi klo di depan temen2 deket gue sendiri, why fake it?

Ada yang tau caranya biar gue bisa dapet energi baru ga di sini? I really need it so I can do my assignment, for my own sake!

Duh, kok rasanya pengen ngebanting barang ya?

Cukup Emosional

Hari ini hari terakhir Kermis di Diemen. Bekas2 vuurwerk masih ada di langit, tapi gue bukan salah satu yang ikut melihat keindahannya. Gue lebih memilih berada di depan komputer and nulis blog ini.

Perut rasanya masih penuh fish and chips-nya mister choco's. Padahal tadi udah gue muntahin sebagian, eneg. 12 euro hilang deh di toilet kamar 122A. Salah satu sahabat gue dari tadi kayanya concern bgt ngeliat gue hehehehe. Dia pikir tampang gue kacau bgt, i don't look ok. Well, she's quite rite. She got a point.

Pikiran gue cuma lagi jalan2. Hati gue rasanya berat. Setiap kali gue mengedip rasanya selalu ada cairan dari ujung mata gue yang ingin keluar. Semoga aja bukan air mata. Coz i don't wannabe a crybaby. Cuma lagi emosional aja.

C'mon girl... don't make such a fuss about it! Gotta be tough.

"Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"