To eat or not to eat

I dont feel like eating. This is rare... very rare...
I have lots of food, cakes, muffins, etc in my fridge... but i dont feel like eating. At all!

I eat just because i have to eat, at least that's how i hear myself thinking. Well, food is there to be appreciated, to be eaten. Blah.. ok let's have a bite :)

oh, and that new ad of SoyJoy is lameeee.... i prefer the dancing-soy one.

Sister's birthday!

Yay! My sister's birthday!

Her name is Lisa, btw. She's 19 today.
Wish her all the best, esp on being an independent person.


"It's a wild wild world out there, my dear. Whatever harm I've done by saying sarcastic words or stubborn acts to you is meant to equip you to be BOLD!

With love, sister."

Hari Kebangkitan Nasional

Kemarin, 20 Mei 2008, adalah hari kebangkitan nasional untuk bangsa Indonesia. I dont really know how people call the day... "National Awakening" sort of thing?

So, there was a extravagant event held to commemorate the "National Awakening" at Gelora Bung Karno. It had wonderful wonderful performances... traditional musics, arts, and dances from all over the regions. The event also presents the greatness of Indonesian forces.

Watching the whole event from my tv at home, I cried a little. What went wrong with this mighty country that it suffered corruption and poverty? What is left of us, Indonesian people, to be proud of? This nation, I believe, has it all to be one of the world's greatest - the wondrous arts, the overflowing natural resources, the vast majority of natural sceneries. It is up to us, the young generation, to make the best out of it. How? The question remains...

Anyone?

Funeral of my Youth

i wore black yesterday. it's like i'm going to a funeral.
but then again, I WAS going to a funeral. Funeral of my youth.

So it is, my youth is gone (read: Youth = whatever happened during college).
It's gone when i see that all the people around me has moved on with their life.
They got new friends, new life, new relationship.

I wish i could say that playtime is over, but i am kinda stuck in an incomprehensible situations. How can i have my own life if those around me are not really supportive? Incomprehensible, me and my thoughts.

What more can i say? Moving on is not the means of transportation i am willing to take today.

Maybe tomorrow, maybe next month, maybe next year. But not today, darling. Not today.

No such thing as "Sempurna"

Menyebalkan!

Lagu Andra & the Backbone "Sempurna" dijadiin theme song untuk iklan Pond's terbaru.
Despite of the advertisement which came out smoothly with this song, i still hate it.

The beauty of this song is that you should love someone as they are (Sempurna = Apa Adanya). Yet since it is used as Pond's newest marketing theme song, the original meaning of the song shifted into "Sempurna = Putih".

Sebagai orang yang bisa dibilang anti obat pemutih (with their extreme campaigns), rasanya sedih aja kalau lagu "Sempurna" yang notabene resource untuk para perempuan merasa dihargai dan dicintai sebagaimana dirinya masing dieksploitasi untuk memenuhi kantong-kantong perusahaan kosmetik.

again, menyebalkan!